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HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY ASHLEY  / Mommy Cloutier (True Mommy )

You are always and forever in my heart, thoughts and prayers. I never forget. I am so sorry, I wont be there to see you turn 16 today @ 2:05 am. But, I will be lighting a candle and we will have a private celebration in your honor. I hope life treats you well my seet girl. 

I will add pics later today. 

Love always and forever 
Mommy 
xoxoxoxo









Happy Birthday Ashley Cloutier
turns 16



September 26, 2009
Please leave birthday greetings to the right. Or go to the guestbook.
Thank you and God bless
Susana and Christian Cloutier

Happy Labor Day  / Mommy "Susana" Cloutier (True Mommy )
We never forget you dearest ones. Always and forever in our hearts, thoughts and prayers. Have a happy and blessed Labor day. Love Mommy.Daddy, Chris, Gabi, Abuelita, Nico,Charlie, Snoopy, Sassy.


,




Margarita and Mommy


Grandma and Mommy



Grandma and Aunty Jodi



Gabi, Tyler, Braden and Chris



Brian, Grandpa and Daddy



Chris Abuelita and Mommy




Mommy, Belinda and Charisma all friends from high school. IT is great! Always love seeing true friends that are like sisters!



WE never stop thinking about you. Love always, Mommy
Copyright and Disclaimer and Notice to the Adoptive Liars  / Susana M. ReganCloutier Cloutier (True Mother )
This site is being updated August 16, 2009.
This site is still and has been copyright protected since January 16, 2007.

No identifying names, places or locations are used in this site except for those added by my family and friends for the purpose of Ashley and Mina finding their "True family".

All photos, writings, poems are the copyright of
Susana M. ReganCloutier.

I do not and never will give permission for anyone to copy this site, not for personal or even legal purposes.

This especially includes the "Adoptive Parents also known as the Liars"

All photos were put up with prior contact from my attorney.
It is her statement that" All photos are yours to do with as you please. You aren't hurting anybody and they are yours."

So, with that I will say that if the adoptive liars want to take myself to court again, feel free. I do not have anything illegal on this site. And be sure to take myself only.

For clarification purposes, I Susana M. Regan Cloutier take full responsibility for this site. I am aware of my rights to freedom of speech. The On February 27, 2009 the Adoptive Liars didn't show up to court. They therefore forfeited the renewal of their court order full of lies. I have kept all the paperwork and on Spetember 26, 2011 I will post it online for Ashley to see. This will be Ashley's 18th birthday. And it is on that day that it will be for her to decide by law if she wants to talk to her true family and her brothers.

I also want to let you know that Christian is receiving counseling and now has legal reports from the neuropsychologist and therapist that the "Lies you people made to him have always and still do affect him everyday." So congratulations on your successful attempt to emotionally traumatize a child.

And know that I will keep all of his reports as well. This is what I get for making an unselfish decision to keep all my children safe and well cared for. This was what happened as a result of my trusting "the Adoptive parents known as the liars."

I will never forget the lies you have told our family. And do know that as the years go by, we NEVER FORGET AND WE HAVE ONLY GROWN STRONGER.

Please keep in mind that they are a matter of public records. I will also be posting the name and number of the state's attorney and all witnesses to the false verbal agreement to an open adoption.

Then the ones known as liars may answer to our girls as to why they lied before ourselves, our sons and family as well as the state's attorney, our attorneys, the foster mother, their god mother and everyone present.

I promise that I will be sure that the truth is known on that day.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MINA WOW! 13! MY BIG GIRL!  / Mommy Cloutier (Mommy)
Sweet Babygirl, we always love you and keep you in our hearts! WE never forget! I am only sorry, I can't give you kisses and hugs in person. I hope one day you will see and you will forgive us for not being able to be there. This was the only way, I could keep my promises to you and Ashley. I pray you have a wonderful birthday with lots of love and balloons. 
Sending birthday kisses my new teenager. 

Love Mommy xoxoxo
 
Happy Birthday Mina!!  / Cindi Dana Marie Regans Mom (angel families )
Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday to you Mina! May you follow the butterflies to the rainbow where mommy will be waiting to give you a big hug.  Dear Susana my prayers are with you always as you wait till the day you will be able to hug them again...HUGS Cindi
Christian Cloutier graduates DARE 6/3/09  / Mommy Cloutier (Mom)
So, I thought I could add a pic for you my girls. This way one day, you will get to see all you missed. I love you both. xoxox
Mommy
  It took 3 days for mommy to make 80 Silhouettes of all the kids.

  There is Chris

 Mr. Cullerton is our new president and a good friend.

 Chris pics in slideshow

Grandma and Chris
  
 Mommy and Chris

  Can ya tell that is his silhouette? 
Love you forever 
Mommy
Letter and pics from Mommy 5/29/2009  / Mommy Cloutier (Mommy)
We went from May 15, 2009 until May 18, 2009. 
Your brothers had a blast with Ti ti J'net and all the familia. 

We needed that break. Little Adrian is 3 lbs. 14 oz today. I won't add pics of him. But, one day you will see. He is sooo tiny, but, he is a fighter. He has a great family to visit him out there. 

Chico died on May 14, 2009. He was 19 years old.

 He suffered soo much in the last days. I wish that our Lord would have just let him go in his sleep. But, he got to be at home, with me holding him, singing to him and praying for him. 

He left my arms and went straight back up to Abuelita in heaven. He was greeted by boooo. I still have Sassy. She is so spoiled now. 


Chris started Boy Scouts. He is doing soo much better. He keeps popping up those A's in school. He graduated D.A.R.E this week. Mommy has been working very hard to make it special for all the fifth graders.  I will take pics for you. 

Chris also got his first Sex ed in school. Wow! They are doing these things soo young these days.  I hope you both respect yourselves enough to know not to do anything until you are married.  All the stuff you hear about boys, is totally true. 

Puberty is a hard thing. This is the point in your life that you will find yourselves, your spirit, your calling in life. You will soul search and learn many unavoidable lessons. For instance, who your true friends are.  It is normal to feel betrayed and like no one cares or understands. 

It is normal to fall in love with a boy and think it will last forever. 
Sometimes, very rare, it does. 

But, things are harder for you in your generation.  Remember to look out for you! Then remember to look out for each other. You only have each other right now. Sisters are FOREVER! You will fight, you will cry and you will laugh a lot together. I thank the Lord you are both together. 

It may not seem like it now, but, you will remember your childhood together forever. Treasure those moments. Remember, I may not be there physically, but, in spirit, I am there. I am thinking of you always. I pray for every obstacle that you endure, you will be protected and surrounded by angels.

Remember that I taught you about good touch and bad touch. 
NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT TO EVER TOUCH YOU!
You can always count on the school counselors for anything. 
I know this is the time in life you are scared. 

But, know you are loved and thought of always. 


We love you and miss you always. xoxoxox
Mommy 

This is Ti Ti J'net. She is the closest I will have to a sister since Titi Linda passed away. She reminds me soo much of her. 
I went to see her in CT. 
She loves G*d and is a wonderful mom. 
  

   We went to two baby showers in one weekend. It was a blast.

   

  Chris loved this pic lol.

Snickers, She is so cute for a kitty.     

  Gabi at First Scouts outing.

We got to see old friends from Maryville. It was great here is a big pic




See, it is possible, to have friends that are forever. We have known each other for 18 years. We are family! Family stays together forever! That is how it is to be in life. Family first! Never let anyone tell you differently. It is the friends who stay by your side no matter what that are true friends. 

Everyone else is an associate. 

You are both my heart. xoxoxo We miss you.
Happy Easter 2009  / Mommy Cloutier (Mommy)
Hard to believe it has been 7 years already since we haven't seen you for an Easter! WE miss you soo much. We wonder if you get to do egg hunts, Easter Bunny pics and train rides at the mall. 

Daddy and mommy just finished all the baskets for your brothers and Great Grandma. It is her first Easter in forever. 

Always in our hearts, thoughts and prayers 
Love Mommy 




White Sox Won! 8 to 0 whoohoo! 

We love you and miss you! xoxoxox

Feliz Ano Nuevo 2009  / Mommy Susana Regan_Cloutier (True Mother )


Happy New Year 2009 ! I love you and miss you both soo very much. 

Not too many years left to go dear Ashley. Oh, how I pray for the day to hug you and tell you how I never stopped trying. 
I never stopped trying to be there for you and love you. 

I never stopped thinking of you no matter where my life has taken me, a part of me is always with you both. 

We always acknowledge our two girls and the sister of our sons. 

We must face your adoptive father again this February 27th in court. So, of course this site is private for the duration of the beginning of 2009 til the end of the court proceedings they bring upon us for trying to show you we will never ever forget!


You will always have our blood and our love! There is no one that could stand in the way of that.

I pray this year brings you both happiness, peace and love. I pray you are spiritually and emotionally accepting of our Lord into your hearts.  He will always keep us close together.

Always and forever in our thoughts and prayers

Mommy 




Contact info for my girls  / Jamie Cloutier (True Father )
If you ever see this page and want to contact me, my email address are:

jamie_cloutier@msn.com
jamie_cloutier@hotmail.com
nightflier2001@yahoo.com

We are not the monsters that anyone might have made us out to be. I look forward to hearing from you. Love you both lots.
Happy Birthday My sweet Ashley 2008  / Susana Cloutier (Mommy)
Today. tomorrow and for always, I love you. Nothing hurts more than not seeing you grow up. The pain of each birthday missed gets bigger every year. But, I try to look at the blessing of it all. It is another year closer to you being a woman. You will be old enough to decide the truth for yourself.I pray that these people at least acknowledge your birthdays. I pray you get some happiness on these special days. And if by chance you wonder if I remember you, you will one day know, I was here everyday! I never forget a birthday or special day. I always keep you and your sister in my heart. Three more years my baby girl. Threee more years and you will know the truth. I promise that if I can't tell you myself, I will broadcast it on tv if I have to. But, at 18 years old, there is nothing left for them to do.They can only keep you apart from the truth for three more long years. I pray everyday that God will bring justice and you will know the truth. If it is the last breath I take, I will get to tell you in person how much I love you and have missed you. I will get to tell you how sorry I am that I didn't get to be your mom all these years. I will tell you how sorry I am that I couldn't wipe away the tears when you needed a shoulder to cry on. I cling on to the love we shared before they took you away. The day I first looked into that innocent precious little face of yours. I hold close the memories of your first words, the tape where you tell me you love me at 3 years old. I will never let go. My thoughts and prayers are for my baby girls everyday. May Abuelita and Tia Linda be your guardian angels through each day and birthday that brings us closer to your legal day. All my loveMommy
WISHING MINA A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY, 2008  / ROSE DUNSING (GRMA TO BRITTANY) (TRUE MOM'S FRIEND )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!  / Jamie Cloutier (True Father )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!!!

Hope all is going well for you. We miss you and your sister so much! I hope someday to hear from you 2, then we'll have a real party and I can spoil the heck out of you


Lots of Love
Daddy

Happy Birthday dear Mina beans,2008 I love you and miss you soo much.  / Mommy ReganCloutier (True Mother )
Never ever would I miss a birthday. 

So, at least now, we have someplace to let you know we remembered.


You are always in our hearts. 

I pray you have a happy birthday with lots of friends and presents. 

I pray one day,  when you are older, I get the chance to make up for all these birthdays. 

Happy Birthday baby girl. 

Hugs and kisses to you and Ashley, 

xoxoxo
Mommy Cloutier

God Bless  / Lana Marcum (Passer-by)

God Bless you in what ever your endeavour.

Our Family Angels  / Mommy Cloutier (Mommy)

Dearest Girls, 

I am adding this here to make some room on the front of your site.






To Ashley and Mina,

Did you know the Julia Ward Howe is your

Great aunt of 4 generations?



She is from
Grandpa Mark's Mom's

side of the family.


She was the first woman to be elected to the American Academy of Arts and Letters (see National Institute of

of Margaret Fuller (1883),

From Sunset Ridge: Poems Old and New (1898),

and Reminiscences 1819-1899 (1899).
[edit] US history
Main article: Mother's Day (United States)

Julia Ward Howe wrote the Mother's Day

Proclamation in 1870,
as a call for peace and disarmament.

An excerpt follows:

“ From the voice of a devastated
Earth a voice goes up with

Our own.
It says: "Disarm! Disarm!

The sword of murder is not the balance of justice."

Blood does not wipe out dishonor,

Nor violence indicate possession.

As men have often forsaken the plough and the anvil at the summons of war,

Let women now leave all that may be left of home

For a great and earnest day of counsel.

Let them meet first, as women, to bewail and commemorate the dead.

Let them solemnly take counsel with each other as to the means

Whereby the great human family can live in peace...
Howe failed in her attempt to get formal

recognition of a Mother's Day for Peace.

Her idea was influenced by Ann Jarvis, a young

Appalachian homemaker who, starting in 1858,

had attempted to improve sanitation through what she called Mothers' Work Days.

She organized women throughout the Civil War to work for better sanitary conditions for both sides, and in 1868 she began work to reconcile Union and Confederate neighbors.

In parts of the United States it is customary to plant tomatoes outdoors after mother's day (and not before.)

When Jarvis died, her daughter, named Anna Jarvis, started the crusade to found a memorial day for women.

The first such Mother's Day was celebrated in Grafton, West Virginia, on May 10, 1908, in the church where the elder Ann Jarvis had taught

Sunday School. Grafton is the home to the International Mother's Day Shrine.

From there, the custom caught on — spreading eventually to 45 states. The holiday was declared officially by somes states beginning in 1912.

In 1914 President Woodrow Wilson declared the first national Mother's Day, as a day for American citizens to show the flag in honour of those mothers whose sons had died in war (with specific reference to The Great War, now known as World War I). Nine years after the first official Mother's Day holiday, commercialization of the U.S. holiday became so rampant that

Anna Jarvis herself became a major opponent of

what the holiday had become. Mother's Day

continues to this day to be one of the most

commercially successful U.S. holidays.

British history - Mothering Sunday

Main article: Mothering Sunday

Mothering Sunday, commonly called

"Mothers' Day"
in the United Kingdom, has no direct connection to the American practice.

It falls on the fourth Sunday of Lent (exactly three weeks before Easter Sunday). It is believed to have originated from the 16th Century Christian practice of visiting one's mother church annually, which meant that most mothers would be reunited with their children on this day.

Most historians believe that young apprentices and young women in servitude were released by their masters that weekend in order to visit their families.[2]

As a result of secularization, it is now principally used to celebrate and give thanks for mothers, although it is still recognized in the historical sense by some churches, with attention paid to Mary the mother of Jesus as well as the traditional concept 'mother church'.

Julia Ward Howe

She was the Great aunt of your

 Great Grandma Barbara Howe (Cloutier).
 

Grandma Barbara Howe (Cloutier)was an artist.

She was a wonderful woman. She had a heart of gold.

She passed away last year on June, 1, 2006.




Your Abuelita Margarita and

Tia Linda were both strong women as well.

They both had a heart of gold.

Sadly, that ended up costing both

of them their lives in the end.



 




 








They are my mother and my sister.

They both did great things for many people.

And they lived their lives to their fullest.

We honor them every October during

"National Domestic Violence Awreness month."

We have started an online purple Ribbon

Campaign that has grown big

over the last 3 years.


I have helped save many women sharing their stories.

Please know my lil ones,

that no matter what they all loved you.

And now, they are all angels watching over you.

We are all praying for

your safety and happiness.

Always in our hearts and prayers Ashley and Mina Cloutier




This is my Grandma Carolyn with baby me. 



She is my dad's mom.
She became an Angel on September 17, 2003.

She had a stroke.
She was a wonderful Grandma.

She had many unofficially

adopted grandchildren.

She loved everyone and

had a lot of presents for

needy children every year. 



Our Family Angels  / Mommy Cloutier (Mommy)

Dearest Girls, 

I am adding this here to make some room on the front of your site.






To Ashley and Mina,

Did you know the Julia Ward Howe is your

Great aunt of 4 generations?



She is from
Grandpa Mark's Mom's

side of the family.


She was the first woman to be elected to the American Academy of Arts and Letters (see National Institute of

of Margaret Fuller (1883),

From Sunset Ridge: Poems Old and New (1898),

and Reminiscences 1819-1899 (1899).
[edit] US history
Main article: Mother's Day (United States)

Julia Ward Howe wrote the Mother's Day

Proclamation in 1870,
as a call for peace and disarmament.

An excerpt follows:

“ From the voice of a devastated
Earth a voice goes up with

Our own.
It says: "Disarm! Disarm!

The sword of murder is not the balance of justice."

Blood does not wipe out dishonor,

Nor violence indicate possession.

As men have often forsaken the plough and the anvil at the summons of war,

Let women now leave all that may be left of home

For a great and earnest day of counsel.

Let them meet first, as women, to bewail and commemorate the dead.

Let them solemnly take counsel with each other as to the means

Whereby the great human family can live in peace...
Howe failed in her attempt to get formal

recognition of a Mother's Day for Peace.

Her idea was influenced by Ann Jarvis, a young

Appalachian homemaker who, starting in 1858,

had attempted to improve sanitation through what she called Mothers' Work Days.

She organized women throughout the Civil War to work for better sanitary conditions for both sides, and in 1868 she began work to reconcile Union and Confederate neighbors.

In parts of the United States it is customary to plant tomatoes outdoors after mother's day (and not before.)

When Jarvis died, her daughter, named Anna Jarvis, started the crusade to found a memorial day for women.

The first such Mother's Day was celebrated in Grafton, West Virginia, on May 10, 1908, in the church where the elder Ann Jarvis had taught

Sunday School. Grafton is the home to the International Mother's Day Shrine.

From there, the custom caught on — spreading eventually to 45 states. The holiday was declared officially by somes states beginning in 1912.

In 1914 President Woodrow Wilson declared the first national Mother's Day, as a day for American citizens to show the flag in honour of those mothers whose sons had died in war (with specific reference to The Great War, now known as World War I). Nine years after the first official Mother's Day holiday, commercialization of the U.S. holiday became so rampant that

Anna Jarvis herself became a major opponent of

what the holiday had become. Mother's Day

continues to this day to be one of the most

commercially successful U.S. holidays.

British history - Mothering Sunday

Main article: Mothering Sunday

Mothering Sunday, commonly called

"Mothers' Day"
in the United Kingdom, has no direct connection to the American practice.

It falls on the fourth Sunday of Lent (exactly three weeks before Easter Sunday). It is believed to have originated from the 16th Century Christian practice of visiting one's mother church annually, which meant that most mothers would be reunited with their children on this day.

Most historians believe that young apprentices and young women in servitude were released by their masters that weekend in order to visit their families.[2]

As a result of secularization, it is now principally used to celebrate and give thanks for mothers, although it is still recognized in the historical sense by some churches, with attention paid to Mary the mother of Jesus as well as the traditional concept 'mother church'.

Julia Ward Howe

She was the Great aunt of your

 Great Grandma Barbara Howe (Cloutier).
 

Grandma Barbara Howe (Cloutier)was an artist.

She was a wonderful woman. She had a heart of gold.

She passed away last year on June, 1, 2006.




Your Abuelita Margarita and

Tia Linda were both strong women as well.

They both had a heart of gold.

Sadly, that ended up costing both

of them their lives in the end.




They are my mother and my sister.

They both did great things for many people.

And they lived their lives to their fullest.

We honor them every October during

"National Domestic Violence Awreness month."

We have started an online purple Ribbon

Campaign that has grown big

over the last 3 years.


I have helped save many women sharing their stories.

Please know my lil ones,

that no matter what they all loved you.

And now, they are all angels watching over you.

We are all praying for

your safety and happiness.

Always in our hearts and prayers Ashley and Mina Cloutier




This is my Grandma Carolyn with baby me. 



She is my dad's mom.
She became an Angel on September 17, 2003.

She had a stroke.
She was a wonderful Grandma.

She had many unofficially

adopted grandchildren.

She loved everyone and

had a lot of presents for

needy children every year. 



If Roses Grow in Heaven  / Susana ReganCloutier (Mother)



If Roses grow in Heaven,

Lord please pick a bunch for me,

Place them in my Mother's arms

And tell her they're from me.



Tell her I love her and miss her,

And when she turns to smile,

Place a kiss upon her cheek

And hold her for awhile.



Because remembering her is easy,

I do it every day,

But there's an ache within my heart

That will never go away. 




HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SWEET ASHLEY MARIE CLOUTIER  / Susana cloutier (TRUE MOTHER )
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER.

WE THOUGHT OF YOU ALL DAY.

AND PRAY YOU HAD A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY.

WE HAD A FRIEND BAKE A CAKE AND DROVE IT HOME FROM KENTUCKY.

WE SANG AND BLUE OUT CANDLES BUT, WILL CUT TOMORROW,, YOUR BROTHER GABI FEEL ASLEEP TOO SOON, LOL.

YOU ARE MY FIRST BORN ANGEL, AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.
XOXOXOXOX
Super Birthday Ashley, and a lovely celebration for you all  / Gary Allen (None)

First hello to you all, do indeed wish everything is going well in your lives, and if not, I've sent up a prayer, to correct anything that you think may be wrong. As for miss Ashley, I'm wishing you a super birthday, and may all of your good wishes come true. Marie, and Mina Tonia Mykela even though it's not your birthday please celebrate as if it was, I'm asking too, that God grants your good wishes as well. For Susan, may God continue to bless and watch over you and your family, and don't work too hard , you know we all love you and want you around. So take care, and God Bless! ! !

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