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Happy St. Patrick's day my girls! WE love you  / Mommy Cloutier (Mommy)
Remember that no matter how bad things have been in our lives, everyone grows up And if we are lucky we get to hold close those dear to our hearts.
 




Daddy and I saw some dear old friends on Saturday.
 Here are my pics for you as promised. 


Remember to wear your green! You are IRISH as well!






I love you always 
xoxoxo Mommy

 
merry christmas  / Debbie Prince (none)
i remember a long time ago 20 years to be exact, i had 2 children, a boy and a girl, i loved with all of my heart and soul  that were ripped out of my life and my heart by thier dad and thier " new mommy " and i was falsy accused of abuse.  years passed , in and out of court not seeing my babies and lie after lie my children were told. one day i said " they will get older and will come to me and want the truth"  that day finally came. i have 2 grown children and 10 grandchildren who are the most precious things to me on this earth. we all still have a lot to work out but basically the story goes i was a part of step parents, so called adoption, lies, no visits, no birthdays holidays etc.  i can not tell you how i had to fight tooth and nail to be where i am today and i am amazed at your love and determination to your babies and what you had to go thru and still am going thru to put your entire family together under one roof. i saw this link on myspace to this page and would very much like to be in your circle of friends if you want. god bless you for all your efforts and all your love and strength you have for your family and for all your kind words to parents out there that go thru this everyday to fight the system and regain what is thiers " our children "
Feliz Navidad mijas 2008  / Mommy Cloutier (True Mother )


Always and forever we will think of you for every holiday.
In spirit you are thought of and prayed for. 


This makes two more Christmases til your 18 my Ashley. 

Always in our hearts and prayers
xoxoxoxo

Mommy


2008 The Lord takes away those we love so fast  / Susana ReganCloutier (Mommy)
I can only hope that you will find us one day. I hope you will truly know that I did fight for you. I really did try to keep my promise to stay in touch. I can only do it from a distance. But, I am trying to at least keep it for you til we meet again. 

I pray that the Lord has all our angels keeping you safe from harm and somewhat happy at holidays and birthdays. 

I never forget my precious baby girls. You are always with me in spirit. I just lost another sweet and dear friend today to cancer. 

She was always kind to me since we met online. I am happy she is now with her son in heaven. That just broke her heart. 

I at least get to type to you my love and how much I miss you. 
I pray that nothing happens to any of us before that day. 

I want to hug and kiss and smell the beautiful girls I gave life to. 
I want the chance to know you as the women you grow up to be. 

I want to tell you I am here no matter what line of crap these people have clearly told you. 

I don't care what they say. 

We are counting the days you will be your own woman and adult with your own minds. 

We will help you with college as well. So, they can't say that to be a reason you never talk to us. 

Maurie assures me all the time that you will want to find us one day. 
I pray that we have made it nothing short of easy for you to. 

Just remember that the Lord sees all, knows all and makes it right in the end. It may not always be the way we planned. But, he is a good Lord with infinite possibilities. 

We will find each other one day. 

My love and thoughts and prayes and hugs and kisses always
Mommy

SENDING LOTS OF WARM WISHES TO YOU PRECIOUS GIRLS  / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT (FRIEND OF UR BIRTH MOTHERS )

BIRTHDAY / JENNIFER (FRIEND)
JUST WANTED TO SAY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND MY PRAYERS GO OUT FOR YOU !!!
Keep the faith....  / Andrea Cloutier (Grandma)
I look at your life, and all that you have endured in your short 34 years, and am amazed at how strong you are, considering. Just trust that God is a just God, and will take care of everything in His own time. The Bible verse you mentioned here, Proverbs 3:5&6, is the very first Bible verse that I learned, at 10 years old. It has proven true, over and over in my life. We don't understand the reasons for everything, as hurtful as they are, but God never forgets, and will continue to "do a good work", not only in us, but for everyone involved......I miss the girls, too, but I know that God is working something out. I'm just impatient. I have to remember that His timing is perfect, He's never early, and He's never late... Keep the faith... :)         Andrea
to susana and family  / Ragon Goodner (friend of susana's )

to susana ,thats sucks about what happen with the girls!u and ur family doesn't derserve what has happen.u r an alwsome friend and  and a wonderful mom.if u ever need to talk just email or call.thinking of you all and god bless

Happy 4th of July 2008 Dearest Ashley and Mina  / Mommy Daddy Chris And Gabi Cloutier (mom dad borthers )



We never forget you dearest 
Ashley and Mina. 
We all love and miss you very much. 
xoxoxoxoxoxo
Happ 4th of July :)

HAPPY BIRTHMOTHER'S DAY TO ME  / Susana ReganCloutier (Mommy)
Well, I am lucky aren't I? I get birthmother's day and mother's day. 
I just want you to know I think of myself as more than just your birthmother. 

However, not many moms are as lucky as I am. And many spend birthmother's day very depressed and alone without their children.

I am on the other hand very grateful. Every year that passes is a year closer to seeing you both again.

I miss you and love you always.
I choose to spend my day remembering my beautiful girls. 
The boys get me tomorrow.
But, now day is a great day without you both.

We love and miss you soo much.
All my love
Mommy



How to Survive Birthmothers Day How to Survive Mother¢s Day
by Alicia Moser

Mothers day is all around us at this time of year. There are cards, gifts, television commercials, and other things that are constant reminders as to what holiday is right around the corner. Being a birthmother makes Mothers Day a very hard day. You may have the temptation to run and hide under the covers all day, but instead of throwing your own pity party, I have a few ideas to help you get through the day.

Buy yourself a special gift or do something relaxing for yourself. There is not much recognition for many birthmothers on Mother¢s day, so I suggest that you do something special for yourself whether it be making yourself a special breakfast, treating yourself to flowers, getting yourself a manicure and/or pedicure, buying yourself a new outfit, buying yourself candles and/or bubble bath, etc. Remember to listen to yourself and to not let anyone crowd you emotionally.
Write something about or for your child such as a letter, journal entry, or poem. I do all of these frequently for my daughter. I write poems, print them all out, and then hope to give them to my daughter when we reunite. If you don¢t consider yourself poetic, you could try by beginning writing something for each of the letters in your child¢s name. I also write letters to my daughter in a special journal I have for her. Even if you never give the letters to your child, writing can be very therapeutic.
Create a family tree to give to your child for your child when they are an adult or when you are reunited. I haven¢t heard of doing this before but I think it would be a great gift to give to my birth daughter.
Light a candle in honor of your birth child. Release a balloon or balloons in honor of your birth child.
Plant a tree or garden in honor of your birth child.
Donate books to your local library or a school library in honor of your birth child.
Speak out to organizations about adoption.
Attend a Birthmother' s Day event if there is one in your area.
Whatever you decide to do on Mother¢s day, remember to remember yourself, because birthmothers ARE mothers too!



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Happy Easter my girls! I love you  / Susana Regancloutier (Mother)
I always think of you and pray for you.

I pray you have nice Easters as we do. 
I pray you get to have fun.

Always you will both be in our hearts and thoughts 

Love Mommy
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY MY DEAR GIRLS!! 2008  / Mommy Cloutier (Mommy)

Dearest Ashley and Mina, 

It's another Valentine's day! I still hold you close to my heart everyday. I miss you and love you soo much. 
I pray one day, you will be able to share a Valentine's Day with your real family again. 

We are having a party. We are remembering the importance of love for each other. 

Hugs and kisses, 

Love Mommy

Happy New Year my sweet Girls Ashley and Mina Cloutier  / Susana ReganCloutier (Mommy)

We have made it through another year. 
One more year closer til we meet again.
I pray you have had a descent Christmas, with lots of presents and love.
I pray you still get to have all those decorations I was always told about.

I know we will always remember you and miss you and be here for you regardless of all that is said to you.

It is a new year in just a few short hours.

Well, I pray this year brings you both much happiness and wonderful growth. 
I love you and miss you both always.

Mommy will always be here. 

We love you.
Happy New Year! 
Feliz Ano Nuevo!
Hello / Beverly RIbaudo (passerby)
I am so sorry for what you have endured.  Anytime DPS gets involved in a family, especially where children are at an adoptable age, usually the biological parents have no chance of their babies being returned to them.  A system that is supposed to unite families, usually tears them apart.  This is so sad and it comes under the disguise of "In the best interest of the children".

Just remember that someday your babies will be grownups and this is when the adoptive parents can no longer control them and their thoughts. 

My son, Michael Ribaudo, Sr., was murdered June 24, 2006.

I pray for the day that you will be reunited with your babies.
Hello / Beverly RIbaudo (passerby)
I am so sorry for what you have endured.  Anytime DPS gets involved in a family, especially where children are at an adoptable age, usually the biological parents have no chance of their babies being returned to them.  A system that is supposed to unite families, usually tears them apart.  This is so sad and it comes under the disguise of "In the best interest of the children".

Just remember that someday your babies will be grownups and this is when the adoptive parents can no longer control them and their thoughts. 

My son, Michael Ribaudo, Sr., was murdered June 24, 2006.

I pray for the day that you will be reunited with your babies.
Endless Possibilities are BORN of FAITH  / J'Net Romero (Friend)
You know... G*d works is mysterious ways... and HIS work has yet to be completed.  Years passed us by,  and it  has now been 18 years since we last saw each other.  Who would've ever thought we would find each other again?! It goes to show G*d's grace and purpose for our lives.. no matter how much time passes, the day will come when everything will fall right back into place. We always come back home. God Bless you and your family ALWAYS.
J'Net
Dropping Off Love  / Patsy Zimmerman (Friend Of Susana )
Just stopping by to drop off some love for the family.
CONGRATULATIONS TO OUR ASHLEY CLOUTIER ON HER 8TH GRADE GRADUATION 2007  / Susana Cloutier (True Mother )



"CONGRATULATIONS TO OUR ASHLEY MARIE CLOUTIER"

SHE SHOULD HAVE GRADUATED 8TH GRADE RECENTLY.
 I WISH WE COULD HAVE SEEN YOU. 


WE THINK OF YOU AND LOVE YOU ALWAYS.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINA!!!  / Pam Taylor (friend of susan )
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINA!!!

i know someday you will have ALL of your family with you!

this will happen because of the love susan has for you.  she will never give up having both of you girls in her life!!!

you can be SO proud of her & how much she loves you!!!

i hope your having a wonderful birthday!

much love & big hugs
pam, mom of an angel named kelli
FELIZ CUMPLEANOS/HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MINA BEANS , I LOVE YOU  / Mommy Cloutier (Mommy)




Never does a day go by, that I won't miss that smile.

No matter what, I think of you everyday, even if for awhile.

Never does a night go by, that I won't say a prayer, 

For God to watch over my Baby girls, while I can't be there. 

That he keep you safe, in angel arms, 

Til one day we meet again, 

And May he find little ways to remind you, I never forget you and think of you, only through him, can my love, be sent.


Always know, I tried, and I kept my promise to write. 

But, your adoptive parents, are the ones, who denied you the right. 

The right to know those of us who gave you life, and treausure you so. 

I hope and pray that sooner rather than later, you will one day know.

You will know we never left you, we were here all along. 

Fighting til the bitter end, but, my dear it won't be long. 

Childhoods aren't forever, this is soo true, 

But, my love for you is here for you, no matter what they do. 

Happy Birthday dear Mina, we love you. 

Hugs and kisses to you and Our little Ashley too.

Love Mommy 
and Christian
and Gabi and Daddy Cloutier

here are the pics from the party we had in your honor. 
we love you always



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