Mother/ Alysia Constantine-Cross (MySpace.com) I had to post this short message, to notify readers of my typo...In the title space, I had accidentally typed moth-er. It was not meant to be a joke or anything near that...It was an honest mistake!!
I HAVE EDITED THIS PAGE BUT, NO MATTER WHAT I LOVE YOU / Susana Cloutier ("true"Mommy) AND WHEN YOU ARE ABLE TO READ IT, IT WILL BE ALL YOURS. I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY! I HAVE NEVER STOPPED THINKING OF YOU ON ANY GIVEN DAY. I PRAY FOR YOU AND DREAM OF YOU ALWAYS.
AND I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT. I AM ALWAYS GONNA LOVE YOU. NO MATTER WHAT MAY COME OF THE FUTURE , I AM GONNA LOVE YOU. AND WHEN THE TIME COMES AND YOU NEED ME , I WILL BE HERE.
I AM A MUCH WISER PERSON NOW, AND ONE DAY, I WILL GET TO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING TO YOU.
MY HEART AND THOUGHTS WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU. THEY CAN NEVER TAKE THAT AWAY.
MY LOVE FOR YOU GIRLS ALWAYS. LOOK OUT FOR EACH OTHER.
PARA SIEMPRE MAMA
To whom it may concern / Kami Mulder (friend of birth mother ) I have seen nothing but love radiate from Susana, Ashley and Mina's birthmother. She created a wonderful loving tribute to her mother and sister, this is how I met her. I have visited her profile many many times to read about the family, to see the beautiful pictures and loving words left for these precious women. It was obvious from the first day family ties and love meant everything to her. I was so impressed she shared her story, she shared that love with the world. She has become an advocate of domestic violence awareness, etc. I have never seen any type of threat, mention of action to be taken regarding the custody/welfare of Ashley and Mina. She has only shown expressions of love and caring towards her daughters. There is no evidence or proof anywhere that she had intentions outside the law. She is innocent and I pray justice prevails and she is exhonerated, that open adoption becomes a possibility. Were the adoptors doing a preemptive strike, just in case? That is WRONG. There was no indication this action needed to be taken. What a waste of Susana's time, taxpayers money. Isn't it obvious in the photos with the girls she radiates, she glows with happiness?. There was no bitterness displayed. Only wanting the best for these girls. That is NOT illegal.
HELLO PRECIOUS ASHLEY AND MINA / ROSE DUNSING (FRIEND TO MOTHER )
SOMEONE LOVES YOU GIRLS, SOMEONE CARES FOR YOU GIRLS, SOMEONE WHISPERS YOUR NAMES IN PRAYERS.
MAY YOU ONE DAY KNOW JUST HOW MUCH YOUR MOTHER AND BROTHERS, LOVES AND HAS MISSED YOU
ASHLEY AND MINA, / ROSE DUNSING (FRIEND`)
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY PRECIOUS GIRLS.
YOU ARE THE STAR, THAT MAKES WISHES COME TRUE, YOU ARE THE BLESSING I COUNT FIRST IN MY PRAYERS, YOU ARE THE WINGS THAT LIFT UP MY SPIRIT, YOU ARE THE ANGELS WHO WALK BESIDE ME, YOU ARE THE MIRACLE THAT LIGHTS MY LIFE WITH LOVE.
SENDING MY LOVE TO YOU GIRLS AND YOUR LOVING MOTHER AND BROTHERS. MAY YOU ALL BE TOGETHER AGAIN. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
On behalf of the Cloutier family / D. K. (FRIEND) To Whom it may concern I met Susana on her MySpace site for her mother and sister. The site is a beautiful site, a tribute to two women who had been killed through domestic violence
I see her doin nothen wrong here on the internet , she is trying to express her feelings and the love she has for her Children ..I see nothen wrong with that .. That is how mothers are ... .. I can strongly say there isnt any thing wrong with her feelings and I am sure most Mothers would express there feelings in the same matter ,...Put your self in her shoes and wear them for a while ... if they want to go after some one , lets go after Real criminals ....who are on the lose.... and Spend our tax dollars wiser.... Susanna Regan Cloutier isnt doing any harm but expressing a mothers feelings ...Let the girls have contact with there mother and brothers. What Harm is that ?
DDK Bolingbrook IL 60440
This family deserves better / Laura Ogilvie (friend of the PARENTS ) I don't understand how or why this family has been torn apart. Susana is such a kind, loving, family-oriented person, and James work so hard for his family and I know this is just breaking their hearts. I wish the adoptive and the court would realize that what they are doing is wrong. Susana and James would NEVER hurt or threaten anyone. Anyone who might read this, I beg you - if you have any say in the matter, please do the right thing for this family, and allow two very loving parents and their sweet little boys to see Ashley and Mina. I know that there is nothing but kindness and love in their hearts.
Letter about Susana / Olga Scholz (Friend to your real mom and dad ) To the court
This letter is to inform you that I have know Susana Regan Cloutier for four years now. Our boys started kindergarten together. She called me and wanted to make a play date for the boys. She wanted her son to feel comfortable in school so she arranged for her son to come over my house and play with my son. She did this because this is what a mother does for their kids to make sure they feel comfortable and safe in a different environment.
Susan has talked to me about her daughters. I know she aches everyday for them. She talks about them with joy and love. You can see it i her eyes light up. Who ever said that she threatened anyone or intended to kidnap them is a liar. I never ever heard her threatened anyone or made any comments whatsoever about kidnapping her daughters.
Susan is a loving mother, wife, daughter and friend. She has a very kind heart and willing to help anyone in need. Susana treats my son like her own. She loves him very much and I would never be afraid to leave him with her anytime. Her boys are like my sons and we would do anything for each other.
The website she did for her daughters is a way for them to see (in the future when they are curious about their real parents) how much they are loved. The website is a beautiful tribute to them. I saw nothing in there offense. The girls real parents are good people. The adoptive parents if they promised that the girls would be able to see their brothers should keep that promise (there word should mean something to them). What does that show the girls? That you can say something (pretending) and not have to keep your word. Your word should be a legal verbal contract.
Susana does so many things with her sons; she takes them to the park, the movies, playland, and museum. She also made sure that her son was enroll in boy scouts, karate, CCD. Susana believes in the lord and goes to church for spiritual guidance.
My family knows Susana and we all believe she is a good mother. I respect her tremendously.
Please lift this restraining order and allow for Susana to shee her daughters and her boys to see their sisters.
Sincerely, Olga Scholz
Hi Girls / Rose Grma To Angel Brittany Syfert (friend to mother ) Just wanted to tell you girls that your mother is a very sweet and loving lady. I have gotten to know her through this site, your aunt's and grandmothers. along with my granddaughters site. She is a very caring lady who misses you girls more than anyone can ever imagine. One of these days you girls will learn all the truth about things and I know you will want to be back in you real families lifes forever. I hope you girls are happy and well taken care of. Sending you both a big hug & kiss; God Bless you. Love Rose
For court case / Patsy Zimmerman (Friend of Susana-mother of Ashley and Mina ) Dear Judge,
I met Susana on her MySpace site for her mother and sister. The site is a beautiful site, a tribute to two women who had been killed through domestic violence. Having worked with abused women, I wanted to do what I could to help Susana promote her site. I put her banners on my site and passed along her bulletins to my own friends. Susanas bulletins were not only about domestic violence. I would often find bulletins dealing with missing children, children who were going through Cancer treatments and the parents were giving updates, or the saddest postings of all, when a child has died after the treatments have failed.
A couple of weeks ago I read one of Susanas bulletins stating she was being taken to court, having been accused of posting threatening bulletins or postings. To say I was shocked is putting it mildly. Were we talking about the same caring woman here? I have dealt with all types of people. Before I was going to put my name on a letter to a court I was going to make certain I had all of my facts straight. Trying to get information out of Susana is like pulling teeth. Your honor, this is NOT a woman who goes around telling people her business. This I can tell you as a fact. I wanted to help Susana because during the time I had known her she had been very nice, quiet and seemed to really care about people. The truth is while the rest of us post silly bulletins, Susana is one of the very few on here who sticks to only posting bulletins with meaning. Maybe that's why I was trying so hard to get to the bottom of what was going on here. I finally reposted her bulletin asking anyone and everyone if they had ever seen any bulletin that Susana had posted with any type of threatening message that perhaps I had overlooked. I asked them to please contact me if they had. Nobody had noticed any threatening messages. Then I came to Susanas site for her children. I saw the message where she said she was sorry if the site offended anyone. SHE was sorry? Why should she be sorry for loving her children? Is that a crime in Illinois? If it is, the jails here would be filled to the max. In fact, you may as well tear all the houses down and just put up prisons because every mother will be in there.
Your honor, I don't know the whole story here. Let me tell you what I do know. I do know that children who have biological parents never feel whole inside until they talk to them and find out why they gave them. I do know that signing a paper does not make a mother stop loving her child. I do know that having this site is a way for Susana to feel close to her daughters. I do know that the day Susanas daughters turn 18 she will be looking for them if she doesn't find a way before that to see them. I also know Susana is not the first person that this has happened to and unfortunately will not be the last unless people start standing up for the Susanas of the world.
Dr. Patsy Zimmerman
On behalf of the Cloutier family / Ashley Rogers (A friend ) To whom it may concern, I have been a friend of Susana's on the internet for a while. Since I have known her, all that she has done is express how much she misses and loves THEIR daughters. I feel in my heart that she is the best mother for them, and no one will ever replace her. How can this "program" take her daughters away, and say that their doing what is best? The best thing for any child is to be with their bio-logical parents. Do you consider how things girls are going to be affected by this in the future, if their no already? This whole process is no helping them, if anything it is making everything more confusing for them. How can you people sleep at night knowing what you have done, and are doing to this family? It would tear me up inside knowing that I was doing this kind of a thing to a family.
Sincerly, Ashley Rogers
Letter For Court / Frances Correa (Friend of your real mommy. ) Frances Yvette Correa 3290 N. Geronimo Ave. Apt. A Tucson, AZ 85705 Phone (520) 808-3540 Fax (520) 495-4773 email@example.com
January 26, 2007
To whom it may concern,
I, Frances Yvette Correa, testify that Susana Cloutier has not threatened or falsely accused anyone on her Ashley and Mina Cloutier MySpace Profile. To my knowledge, all she has done on that page is express a deep longing to see her daughters and express her love for them. Susana Cloutier has merely stated the truth regarding her daughters' adoption. It is my understanding that her daughters' adoptive parents agreed to let Susana visit her daughters and keep in contact with them through phone calls. Ashley and Mina's adoptive parents have neglected their agreement and have not allowed Susana to see her daughters. Susana is a responsible and loving parent to her two sons and there is no reason for her to be kept from seeing her daughters. Susana Cloutier is not a danger to Ashley Cloutier nor Mina Cloutier and she has the right to see her daughters.
Frances Y. Correa
To Whom It May Concern / Suzanne Scarlato (Your real Mommie's friend ) To Whom It May Concern, I really wanted you to know that I have known Susan for 5 years and I am so thankful to God that I met her! She is the true meaning of a friend with a heart of gold and a very compassionate person. She is always there for you, she is always helping people,she has so much faith and loves the Lord, she is such a great mother! I have so much respect for her!!! It is so wonderful how she is always got the kids into great activities and and always doing fun things with them. She takes wonderful care of the kids and they love her endlessly and she loves them endlessly. I can only imagine the pain she is enduring with this situation! It is a shame that, that family didn't stand up to their word and allow them to have contact, now Susan and the boys suffer and I believe that it also makes the girls suffer. What is most important, why make all these children and the mother suffer. What would it hurt for them to see eachother? Isn't their word suppose to stand for something? I guess not!!!! What example are they setting! It pretty much will let the girls know that their word means nothing! And they are better off with who???????? I wish the system would realize that she is a very loving mother and takes wonderful care of the boys and loves her daughters endlessly also!!!! I can just have nothing but respect for her for the endless love and wonderful care that she has given to those children and I wish her the best!!!! I don't see anything wrong in the web site that was created!!!! It is a wonderful tribute to her daughters and someday if they see it they will know the truth about how much they are constantly loved and were never abandoned!!!!!! Thank You, Suzanne Scarlato January 26th,2007
Letter to the court / Chelly Mathews (friend)
To whom it may concern:
I have never seen Susana threaten, harass, or in any other way, intimidate anyone. Her purpose in creating this website is admirable. She loves her daughters as much now, as she ever did. This is her way to show them that, even if they won't see this until they are grown. Susana isn't trying to hurt or bother anyone, least of all her biological daughters, or their adoptive parents.
~Chelly Mathews Brazil, IN 47834
A Mother's Love / Alexis Singleton (friend) A Mother's Love never dies. Even from a distance that love never changes. A wish to be closer and near to someone so dear is not an impossible dream. Celebrate your love and hold them close. Don't despair when life turns things upside down. Be strong because they are watching. Mom is always the one to pick you up when you fall down, when you are lost you'll be found. She reads you a story or even makes one up in her head does something so silly you can't help but giggle and laugh as she did. Don't give up the good fight...you will perserve. There is no time or distance that will keep you from being there.
Susan and James,
The two of you are such an incredible force together. The love you have for one another shows in your love for your children. Be strong and stay strong. I will keep you all in my prayers as I always do. I'm here for you.
Dear Girls, / Suzanne Scarlato (Friend of your real Mommie's )
I have been friends with your mom for 5 years and I have constantly heard about you girls as if I knew you now!!!! Your mom has the utmost love for you girls and I hope that someday you will be able to see this website and know the truth about your real mother never abandoned you and never gave up, and always has tremendous love for both of you!!!! God Bless and I hope that someday you can all be together again!!! Remember girls there is always two sides to the story!!!!
Dear susan / Dawn D. (friend of your mommy ) I think this page is beautiful. Its obvious to know how much you care for your children. I think you did a wonderful job om how you layed it out.
about your real mommie and dad / Cheryl Franklin (friend of your real mommie ) I know your mom and dad loves you very much. They have tried and tried to see you girls. I hope one day, all of yall will be back together as a family. I hope and pray for the whole family.
2007 HAPPY NEW YEAR MY LITTLE GIRLS, I PRAY YOU ARE HAPPY AND SAFE / Mommy Cloutier (Real Mommy ) AND THAT YOU WILL ONE DAY COME AGAIN AND FIND US. I HAVE TRIED TO MAKE IT SIMPLE FOR YOU BOTH TO FIND US. ALL THE WEBSITES MAKES IT EASY TO GOOGLE YOUR NAMES.
I MISS YOU FROM THE DEPTHS OF MY SOUL. AND SINCE LYNN AND DAN NEVER GIVE YOU OUR LETTERS, THIS SEEMED LIKE AN AWESOME SOLUTION.
IT WILL ALWAYS BE HERE. AND ONE DAY WHEN YOU FIND US, IT IS YOURS.
I PRAY ABUELITA AND TIA LINDA ARE WATCHING OVER YOU FROM THE HEAVEN'S AND THAT YOU ARE SAFE.
ASHLEY HUN, I KNOW THOSE TEEN YEARS ARE HARD AS HELL. BUT, YOU HAVE U MY STRENGTH INSIDE YOU AND YOU CAN SURPASS ANYTHING.
MINA, YOU ARE NOW 10. THE DOUBLE DIGITS LOL., I REMEMBER HOW HAPPY I WAS BEING TEN. IT WAS COOL.