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In one hug  

I could feel my heart race as I tried to replace those years of lost embraces!

I could feel the pain of my not being there for so long.

I could feel the pain of the decisions that were supposed to be good, turning out to be sad reality!

I could feel the anger as a mother of wondering why?

Why let my baby feel one ounce of pain?

Why treat her so badly?

She is beautiful!

She is loved by her true mother!

She is loved by her family!

She is amazing and smart and clever at Art!

She is just a beautiful girl who needs her hugs.

In one hug I realized that I may have lost many battles, but, I have won this war! I have won my baby back! I have succeeded in the faith I had in our Lord over the years and in one hug I cried many tears!

In one hug that bond you forgot and thought was broken was repaired in a moment's notice.

In one hug my world was a blissful moment of time stood still.

Susana M.C.© 3/25/2011





Daddy Jamie Cloutier Graduates February 27, 2011  

My girls so many people didn't think your dad would grow up or amount to anything for a lot of years. They were WRONG! He is graduating with Honors from a hard school. He has his own business now and we are all very proud. It is important to me that should you come across this page you, get to see this first.



















Oh, what I would have given for you to be there. I know you would have been proud. It is an amazing feeling to watch someone come from struggling times to just simply amazing. 
I had to add this for you to see. I hope you will see one day. I love you both so much. 
Love Mommy




Happy February 2011 to our Ashley and Mina Cloutier.
Daddy is graduated college on February 27, 2011.
He went from hard times to being on the Dean's list of Students in Devry.
We are thinking of you both always.















At 2min 45 Seconds on the leftο»Ώ you can see and follow Daddy with the Blue Stole around his neck all the way to the end. :) I will re upload when the professional dvd comes in 5 weeks.








Mommy's Advice to her little Girls whom are growing up!  

1.  Always trust in yourself and your gutt instinct.

2.  Always be careful of something that seems to be too good to be true.

3. Always know that everyone, even moms and dads make mistakes.
(what's important is that they learn from them)

4. Always keep your faith in God. He works in mysterious ways!

5. Always know that there are bad people in the world, who do bad things to people. So, be careful whom you talk to and whom you trust.

6.  Never let anyone touch you that you don't want touching you.

7.  Remember that teenage boys mostly can't be trusted!

8. Remember that even if you feel alone, you always have someone who truly loves you. (you have a whole family here waiting for you)

9. Remember to always call 911 in an emergency

10.  Watch out for each other! Sisters is a bond that can never be broken.

11. No matter what lies you may have been told, 

WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU AND PRAY FOR YOU ALWAYS.
WE NEVER GAVE UP ON BEING A PART OF YOUR LIFE
WE ARE NOT THE ONES WHOM BROKE OUR PROMISE

WE WOULD NEVER EVER HURT YOU, WE LOVE YOU TOO MUCH.

WE PRAY FOR YOUR CONTINUED SAFETY AND WELL BEING ALWAYS.

And your adoptive parents do know how to find us and reach us.

Always in our hearts and prayers 
love 
Mommy
DEAR MINA WHEN YOU WERE A BABY  
WOW, I MISSED SO MUCH. 

I AM SO SORRY. 

WOW, IT'S SO SAD TO THINK THAT MY FAVORITE MEMORIES ARE DURING VISITS WITH YOU.

THE FIRST TIME YOU SAID, MAMA. IT MELTED MY HEART. 

WOW, AND THE LOVE YOU AND CHRISTIAN ALWAYS SHOWED ON VISITS, EVEN THOUGH, YOU LIVED APART. 


IT WAS LIKE YOU NEVER LEFT EACH OTHER. 

MY ONLY HAPPINESS IS KNOWING THAT YOU AND YOUR SISTER ARE TOGETHER.

I THANK GOD EVERYDAY, FOR THAT ONE PRAYER THAT WAS ANSWERED. 

NOW, I ONLY HOPE THAT THE TWO OF YOU ARE CLOSE AND ALWAYS HOLD ON TO EACH OTHER THROUGH EVERYTHING, 

AS I CAN'T BE WITH YOU. 

" I AM SORRY, MY DEAR, SO SORRY, THAT THINGS HAVE BEEN THIS WAY. I TRIED SO HARD TO MAKE IT RIGHT IN THE END. I TRIED SO HARD TO KEEP IN TOUCH. BUT, IT IS BEYOND MY CONTROL."

I PRAY EVERYDAY FOR FAITH, AND THAT THERE IS REALLY A REASON FOR EVERYTHING. 

AND ONE DAY YOU AND ASHLEY WILL KNOW, WE TRIED.

CHRISTIAN ALWAYS THINKS OF YOU AND ASHLEY.

HE PRAYS FOR YOU TWO EVERYDAY. 
MY LOVE AND HUGS TO YOU IN SPIRIT 

MOMMY
Ashley when you were a little baby  


I use to sing a lullaby to you. I made up the words to it, as I listened to your mobile.

GO TO SLEEP

SLEEP TIGHT

PLEASANT DREAMS DEAR ASHLEY

HAVE GOOD DREAMS 

NEVER BAD

I'LL BE HERE WHEN YOU WAKE

SO, SLEEP LIL ONE

HAVE PLEASANT DREAMS

SLEEP LIL ONE 

CUZ MOMMY LOVES YOU

" I AM SO SORRY, I AM NOT THERE WHEN YOU WAKE. BUT, I STILL DREAM OF YOU EVERYDAY, AND PRAY FOR YOU ALWAYS."

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